I've done so well for so long with no meds, that I thought I was past all this depression shit. I dunno why, but today I've hit highs and lows I haven't seen in many months. I feel like crawling back under the rock I lived under for several years. But no, that would be a step backward...must keep moving forward. I'm sure this too will pass and I'll be ok again.
I'm sitting here speculating and theorizing on what could be causing it, but I'm not going to bother typing it all out. It doesn't matter anyway. Hopefully it'll be history by tomorrow.
This Saturday is the beginning of the "overtime season". That will surely help me pay some of the bills I've racked up in the past few months. My main time will be Saturday mornings , so I can still do Saturday night investigations when they come up. There will be OT on occasional Sunday afternoons too.
I haven't blogged in quite a while and I realize it's very random shit. Sorry. LOL.
I hope everybody (in the US) had a great Thanksgiving last week. Mine was good. And I hope everyone (in the world!) has a very Merry Christmas. That's right I said Merry Christmas. If by chance you don't celebrate that, then at least enjoy the time off, and the holiday that you DO celebrate. It's all good. Happy Every-fkn-thing! lol
I'll try to do this more often. TTFN.
